okay.
today my birthday.
my mother going bring the whole family to eat later on.
not pizza hut.
Very normal one.
i not very rich to eat pizza hut.
pizza hut i only ate 2 times in my life.
first time is with pri friends.
second is sec friends.
hahas.
also not macdonalds.
macdonalds too expensive.
so is KFC.
which i love it the most.
i ate that like 100 times already.
hahas.
nobody like sms me saying happy birthday to me.
then he say happy birthday.
Haiz...
another boring day.
somemore my birthday...
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, August 20, 2009
5:25 AM
Everyday is not a good day.
One day sure got mother beat me scold me.
So I everyday cry.
And just now,
my mother use a recorder and beat my legs de upper part.
Near my buttock.
then i got so angry that i faster got to my bed and cry.
Then my mother followed, she use the recorder keep hitting the same place of my leg.
It got so pain that i almost want to hit back my mother.
But i didn't.
I don't think anyone in my family will ever remember my birthday.
They just treat me as shit.
They don't ever care how i feel.
I never eat dinner.
My mother never prepare for me.
Now my father never give me pocket money.
I think my mother will never give me money too.
All my savings were gone.
Eat by my father.
Everytime will steal.
I only celebrate my birthday once, with my family and that was fews years back then.
Then primary school friend also don't care.
Only some.
I really hope that someone will even care to remember.
I don't like to be home.
I want to run away.
I don't want to stay in that scary flat.
I guess this year will also be a lonely year for me...
Will you ever notice me...
